The past few weeks have been such a whirlwind. Attempting to balance life between schoolwork and friendships, blossoming relationships and the uncertainty of summer is exhausting. There are only three short weeks of school left and then I'll either be on my way home to Texas for three months or staying here in Grand Rapids in a beautiful home on Auburn street, right in the center of where I want to be. The tables have turned without my permission and while it's not all bad, it's not exactly easy, either. Sometimes it's really hard to find a reason to go through the same mundane routine day in and day out, when I feel like there is so much life to be lived. I want hours of adventure and discovery, not marketing and public relations.